Currently Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces By Seether see related

It's been a heck of a looooooong time since I got on here. Everything's been so crazy. I don't even know where to begin. Guess I'll just have to start somewhere.

Well, I am beginning to write poetry again. I'm proud of myself for that. I may post some of my stuff on here at a later date. And I am reading again too. I have been reading the autobiography of Anthony Kiedis, the lead singer of Red Hot Chili Peppers. It's very interesting and I love it so far :)

But what overcomes all is there has been a period of growth and understanding in this first semester of my sophomore year. I have found what type of person I want be and who I never want to relate to whatsoever. I have found what I want out of love instead of going by guidelines and thoughts of others. My heart has been broken and hurt but I have learned you can do anything but give up hope. I have opened my heart and mind to people and that's a beautiful thing sometimes. I know that might not sound like much to anyone, but it means a lot to me.

Ah yes, and I finished Spanish I without blowing my brains out *applause*. Hung out with my friends Miranda, Natalie, Jessica, Brandon, Phillip, and of course, Tyne. They help me get through pretty much anything :) Lived through the headaches and hangovers of Christmas and New Years. Tuesday I start school once again *sigh* i've been dreading it immensely. But hopefully it will go well :)

well i'm gonna go dance with myself. idk. lol. but yea.

peace and love and all that stuff,

Miss Jacy